I Can Find Satisfaction
Do you ever think “why am I doing full-time ministry when I could be doing something else”? I’m having one of those weeks when I feel my honeymoon period of ministry is over. This week I’ve forgotten my church car park keys resulting in driving back for them and today discovering the communion wine had gone off just before doing home communion. All I found myself asking was ‘why am I doing this’. But then I saw this below prayer from Rev Ruth Gee in the Methodist Prayer Handbook… Lord, it isn’t easy. It isn’t easy to speak out for you when they don’t want to listen. It isn’t easy to live by your story when they don’t believe it. It isn’t easy to welcome the stranger when the unfamiliar looks frightening It isn’t easy to be open to others when they might change me. It isn’t easy to follow you when you go to the wrong places. Child, it isn’t easy. It isn’t easy to walk with me toward Jerusalem. It isn’t easy to trust when you want to direct. It isn’t